Monday, 7 October 2013

It has been a while . . . . . .


On the 20th October I will be taking part in the first ever Plusnet Yorkshire Marathon, this will be my 6th marathon but my first one in 2 years, my last marathon outing being at Liverpool on the 9th October 2011.

With my previous marathons I have kept a record of my training by keeping a blog and had planned to record my journey to the Yorkshire Marathon 2013.  I’ve not managed to do this partly due to time and tiredness but partly because I never finished my blog about Liverpool.  It is fair to say I have always felt that I had unfinished business with Liverpool Marathon and having failed to get into London Marathon this year I was about  to sign up for Liverpool when it was cancelled!

I have mixed feelings about my trip to Liverpool and I guess it is time to make my peace with that marathon so I don’t take the ghost of that memory with me to the start line on the 20th! So its a little late but here is my blog for   . . . .                       

Liverpool Marathon 9th October 2011   05:37:14

If you scan my previous entries you will see that my training had been hit and miss, I wasn’t focused throughout the whole 16 weeks of my plan.  I seem to remember doing a 6 week rescue plan and setting off for Liverpool on the Saturday hopeful but secretly scared.  I had had a bit of a tickly throat on and off in the week before, it was nothing at all really and I hardly gave it a second thought and just put it down to my nerves!

I stayed in Liverpool (well in Wirral in think) on Saturday night had a lovely meal with great company and went to bed relaxed and looking forward to the next day. I rarely sleep well in hotels, but that night was even worse I kept waking up my throat tickly and I had a bit of a dry cough but I just put it down to the heating in hotels rooms, I think I got about 2 hours sleep in total!

I felt excited and nervous the next morning, I had a couple of pots of instant porridge, a final check of my kit bag and we set off for the start line.   After dropping my bag off and the normal 2 waits for the loo I joined the starting pen with about 10 mins to go.  The start time came and went we waited and waited, eventually the message filter back that the race start was delayed, we had no idea why or how long for and eventually runners started to get restless, legs that had been warmed up began to cease up  and runners started to exit the pens.  We seemed to be waiting for hours but about 45 min later the race finally set off.

 I’m not sure how much of the course I can remember now, we went through a park some housing estates and worked our way to the Mersey.  I remember feeling quite comfortable at first but about mile 5- 6 I started to struggle a little, I thought perhaps I had set off too fast so slowed the pace.  When we reached the Mersey I think I realised I wasn’t feeling too well and had a stop at a portaloo, to try and come round a bit.  I felt a little better after this but as we turned to run along the side of the Mersey we were running into the wind and I found myself run walking a little. After a while we left the side of the Mersey and ran through a market square, there was a water station and some supporters here and I caught sight of TSR waiting to cheer me on.  I had not expected him to be there as thought he was driving across to support me in Liverpool.  I can still remember the smile on his face as he saw me and the quick kiss and cuddle lifted me and kept me going to the tunnel.

Running under the tunnel under the Mersey had to be the best part of the race!  It was a weird sensation running down, it was hot under there and all you could hear was trainers hitting the ground, heavy breathing and of course oggie oggie oggie,  we seemed to run downwards for ages but eventually we got to the bottom  and started the climb back up the other side. As you did so you began to feel a vibration through your feet it was weird and a little worrying at first.  After a while it became a bit clearer and I realised it was a steel band playing at the exit to the tunnel.  For probably more than half a mile you can feel the beat then gradually could hear them.  I can’t find the words to describe this, the best I can come u with was awesome awesome awesome!

The route, as best as I can now remember, then took you through Liverpool city centre and past the finish line, I was really starting to struggle and was desperate to see TSR in the support crowd again but he hadn’t made if across the Mersey yet.  I did see Gill from Kirkstall Harriers though and that was great! The route took us back out of the city centre we headed up a long hill, at least it felt long. The only good bit was you could see runners coming back down the hill and you knew you had that to look forward to.  I ran walked up the hill and just kept telling myself it wouldn’t be long before I too was coming down the other side.  What I wasn’t prepared for (I can’t say I didn’t know as I had seen the course map) was the torture of running round and round and round and round and round and round princess park.  It was a complicated route and you could see other runners on different paths but you couldn’t tell if they were in front of you or behind you, it just seemed to go on and on and on.  I felt ill, my legs ached, my throat was sore and I was struggling to breathe, I remember another runner tapping me on the shoulder and asking me if I was a tennis player!  I had my earphones in so wasn’t aware that I was grunting as I tried to breath.  It must have been very annoying for runners around me.  I remember passing a first aid point and considered just stopping and withdrawing ,  but there were some portaloos so I hid in one of these for a while why I had a good cry instead, pulled myself together a bit and set off again. I said a little prayer of thanks as we seemed to finally leave the park and I thought we would be heading back down the hill to where TSR would be waiting for me but NO! We turned a corner and the route lead us back in to another park which we again went round and round and round.  Eventually after what seemed like a marathon in itself we did leave the park and headed back down the hill towards the town centre and the finish line.  Even running back down the hill I found hard and I’m still not sure how I kept going as I just wanted to stop.  Eventually we came back into the city centre and with a mile of flat road to the finish line I tried to keep running as I desperately searched the crowd for TSR.  Then just before the final turn for the finish I saw him and I wanted to just stop there and then, for a brief moment I didn’t care about crossing that line.  But I kept running and although I had a very brief walk when I was out of sight as I went round the next corner I managed to start running one last time and ran across the finish line.

Now for some reason as you came through the finishing funnel instead of giving you a goody bag with your items inside it, you were given the items separately and by the time I was reunited with TSR I felt like one of those contestants from crackerjack when they used to pile them up with prizes to see how much they could hold before they dropped things! Not good when you have just run or in my case, run walked and nearly crawled a marathon.

It was a good job TSR was with me as I was by this time quite disorientated and had no idea where to go to get my bag back.  I think I probably cried again.  We had a short but slow walk back to the car, I was hungry, cold and my running gear was soaked. My last memory of Liverpool was being so desperate to get out of my running gear I just stripped off behind some building in an industrial estate, I couldn’t move and was in such a state I needed help putting my warm dry clothes on. For ages afterwards I kept expecting to see myself on one of these caught on CCTV programmes!

So in conclusion Liverpool was not my best marathon, but I earned my medal and it hangs with pride with my others.

I had a great weekend but a terrible marathon, to run a marathon you have to want it and be prepared to make sacrifices in other areas of your life! I already knew this but I learnt the lesson again the hard way in Liverpool, Marathons (at least for me) are too big to just wing it!

I accept that you can’t plan or control illness, it is just one of those things, bad luck I guess, but someone asked me the other day if the same happened again would I run?  The truth is I don’t know, but I don’t want to have to find out.  So please if you have a cough, sneeze, runny nose or other viral type things please please stay away from me until after the Marathon!